Confessions of an Amazon

There are some women who are quiet as church mice in bed. I am not one of these women.

Every time I cum I can’t stay quiet, it’s nearly impossible. When I am quiet it doesn’t feel as good, like a dull orgasm if such a thing exists. I’ve made a habit now of also screaming someone’s name while I’m masturbating. It’s nice to pretend I’m pleasuring myself for someone else’s enjoyment. I usually have an old standard but every once and awhile I switch it up. My neighbors fucking hate it, I’m really really loud. Seriously.

If you don’t already know, it’s hard for me to achieve orgasm when I’m having sex. It’s just a fact of life, I’m enjoying myself just not cumming. But one day I’m going to be having sex or someone is going to be going down on me and I’m going to call out the wrong name when I cum. That is of course a cardinal sin. When I’m masturbating it’s fine, I know sex with that person will never happen and therefore gets me off or sex with that person was really awesome and I want to relive it there again getting me off. But I have a lot of bad sex if you haven’t noticed and sometimes I need that extra push. So I think about someone else and pretend they’re the ones fucking me, it makes my time better and doesn’t leave the person I’m actually fucking in tears. Most of the time I want them to hurry up and get off of me. Ah such is life.

-amazon